Friday, October 31, 2008

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for the many great experiences that you have given to brother hagen ovwer the past few weeks, just want to pray for him that u will continue to give him the strength the stamine to finish the things that he needs to do, pray also that he will have gd rest at nit.
Father, i do not know wat else to pray for brother hagen but Father i believe n know that u know his every needs so just 1 2 ask of u to minster to him through yr ways. Father i pray also for him that he will continue to spend time with u daily n grow deeper in u daliy.
Father i ask of u that u will help brother hagen to write lot of nice n touching songs to reach out to ppl ard the world. Father i pray that be it youth or adults or even ah gong ah ma when they hear his songs, they will able to feel yr love to them. that they will 1 2 find out more abt u n to accept u into their life.Father i commit all this n brother hagen on to your hand beliveing that u will do great n mighty work through n in himin Jesus name i pray
amem cast all your anxiety on God because he cares for you 1 peter 5:7

A personal POEM

You made me happy,
You made me sad.
The life is not my own,
for maybe I am only a catch.

Ur taste differs,
Whenever the mood changes.
If I were you,
I will definitely go mad.

So who will be there,
who will understand.
His love is strong,
for Jesus is my strength.

I know little,
but here I am.
Use ur heart,
you'll understand........


So, it's Friday already, 2 more days and I will be back to Singapore. Thank God for the many great experiences and the many people I have met over the few weeks here. The people of God, the helper of men, the kind souls.

So is helping someone a motion or an action? Should we be thinking of what we will get in return or what will the world turn into if we did something?

I think, responsibility is a quality so important that one should know why we choose what we do. That whenever we say something, we make sure it is done. People talk, the sad part of it is, that many just talk and don't get things done. It's all about the feeling. So where is integrity? Where is the Love? Where are the beautiful thoughts? Truly, no one is to be judged nor judge someone else. It is only a comment. Well, I'd say, if it was someone who is not closely related to you, maybe one shouldn't even give a damm. Fortunately, the people who reads this would obviously be someone who is related to me in one way or the other.

I don't play games, and I don't like to be played.
I am just grateful for those who really helped me, I wanna do more.. I wanna show more. May there be true love because, if you want someone to open up to you, first, be real and be truthful.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

TV show with Huang YunLing and Ray

Radio Station UFO

Me In Slippers

Faraway (我们一定会)

FARAWAY 你在一个遥远的地方
FARAWAY 我在这里一直在等着你
FLY AWAY 我要和你一起到达

FARAWAY 虽然我们离双方都很远
FARAWAY 我们一定会再次再相见
FLY AWAY 虽然没有你在身边






Wo Men Yi Ding Hui (我们一定会) - Hagen Tan (陈孟奇)

I miss home...

Hi guys, I miss you..
I woke up today, I prayed for everyone. Prayed that Jesus will show us all our focus and aim. Our purpose in life.

Yesterday, I did a TV recording with Huang Yun Ling. It was kinda fun. In person, she is nice, her favorite thing to do while waiting is playing computer games.
I was being interview together with Ray. Was a different feeling altogether cos it was the first time I was being placed with someone else.. Nice..

Not long ago, A told me 2 songs of mine on hold. Of which, one is called Faraway(我们一定会) It made me felt more cos I am in Taiwan now.. May the Lord bless and show me the way to be sincere and just.................

lambchan says:
you write more good songs for me then .
We can only Love when we have love inside of us says:
i will
lambchan says:
you are the most productive and hardworking writers in my company
We can only Love when we have love inside of us says:
We can only Love when we have love inside of us says:
i will work hard de

Tuesday, October 28, 2008


This day, a totally different feeling I had. Different place, different church, different people, different ................ just different.
Same me, same God, same smile, same goal, same purpose.
I was really touched as I was singing, very far behind, I saw someone crying, someone touched in front. U see the pic? Her tears was so precious to me. Something I felt God was telling me, He is always there, Forever Here...

Sunday, October 26, 2008


It's great to meet many of my friends this time round. And suddenly I found and realised that I have soooooooooo many friends alllllllll overrrrrrrrrr the world. So ya.. Miss Fong Teressa took some pics for me... nice hor.. I thought her skill of finding the right angles were brilliant ..

Saturday, October 25, 2008

25th Oct

Hi guys, how is everyone? Taiwan is getting more and more interesting. I just went to makan with my friends at a beef noodle stall. Do you know that the beef noodle here is really really nice? The beef is thick. Not thin like the ones we have in Singapore. In no time, I will be going to another church to do my thing.. Yup. Kinda tired. Slept so long still tired. lol
So anyways, the weather forcast says its suppose to be colder, I still dont feel it yet. Hot like Hell. snore....
hur hur hur .. Miss u guys..

Friday, October 24, 2008

Cut cut cut

Yup, u didnt see wrongly. Yesterday night, I cut 4 heads......... It is always so fun to be seeing people change with a brand new hairstyle


So cool. You guys..

Yesterday night was kinda like an earthquake. Volcano erupt. Spare the details. Anyways I am grateful that I have great friends and family. This picture really is one of a kind. The thing is, if I was not told, I would not have known u were creating the alphabets of my name.. Lol Jia yo.. hur hur hur.............

Afterall, its the thought that counts..

Thursday, October 23, 2008


It's 8.41 am! Can u believe it? For Hagen Tan to be waking up at this hour.... lol... Anyways.. It's fun... A brand new life.. A new way of telling the journey of my life.
Remember guys... you are the best.. For people who stayed close to me, thank you guys.. You are my true friends.
Learning to accept and grow together is the best way to improve and look forward. Let us all learn not to judge but to receive as we walk our lives. Lord my God. Help me know you are near. That I must learn how to wait upon you. Lord, I want to be the light. The Light and not the dark. I pray for peace and I pray for trust. I pray that You will always be my shepherd... okok.. Me go tong gao now.. Jia yo..... to me, to everyone.. stay happy lo! :)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Taiwan Politics...

You must come to Taiwan once in ur lifetime. There are more than 100 TV stations, of which, more than 5 stations are 24 hours news. Can you believe it? 24 hours ok!

Yesterday evening, while I was editing my blog, the shock came when the tv seemed like it was louder. But not, it was actually the dramatics between China and Taiwan. Some men, (50 plus) climbed on top of a china man's car and started jumping on it. The roof was totally damaged. Another old lady took a big stick and started hitting at the windows.

This morning, between the 2 political women, one of them gave the other a slap on her face. She started to use her words........你再打。。你再打。。 你再打。。。

What do you see?
What do you feel?

So then, some thing came into my head as I was watching them, I thought why all these.... Can we? Should we blame them? Well, sometimes when we think we are alone, we do not have anyone to help us. This is what will happen. I pray that they will find true love. That God will touch them. Then, Taiwan's politics will be revived..

Crocodile top... I love this top. lol

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


Yum yum!!!! see.. You know, Taiwan has this place.. just by the sea.. um.... something like east coast lah.. but this is really nice. The best part is, the boss knows Elim(christian album distributor) so it was cheap and nice.. Really.......... See!!! Hungry right!! hur hur hur


Fellowshipping is a great way to get to know more people, more stories, more love, more feelings, more ......................
It was such a great honour to be there celebrating one of the brother's birthday. It was really great to eat with them too. Very nice indeed..

A helping Hand..

So they say, you will become happier as you help more and more people. River Life, a brillant church with probably about 200 people in it, a little church compared to the many big churches in Singapore. Though small, I see unity, just, love, joy, and harmony in it. I see people treating others like family. People who are less fortunate would be hold strong as they are being lifted up by others who can commit to the embracement of God.
I too, wanted to bless them. As we bless others, we will be blessed. Looking at these children of God, so on for Jesus, I was trying my best to help them with their English and the making of a brillant Christian Song they did recently. So how do we go about knowing when to help and when not?

U know, as we have child-like faith, people come closer, they feel untrapped, no boundaries, no expectations, no stress. We do as we think, we learn as we see, we act as me move. Nothing too complicated, so hard to understand. Thinking and wondering why and how, and what, and and and and................. arent you tired?

I want to learn to give, not just give........... but to give willingly and expect nothing in return. To know that God is my strength and He will lead the right and true friends to me. So love is conditional or unconditional?
Think about it.....


Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of ur heart.
Commit your way to the Lord, trust in Him and He will do this,
He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn
the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.
Be still before the Lord and wait paitently for him,
do not fret when men succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.


Funny Night

So what did you do on ur Saturday night?

Mine was funny. We went out for dinner, then we were walking along the streets. Then after, we took so many funny pics... It;s damm funny.. I see le wanna laugh.. waahahahhahaa

Sharon Li Shuan Rong.....

Xing Guang 1, Sharon, singing with me in Good TV Taiwan.. Pretty and pleasant. Nice lady. She gave me a book she wrote herself.. OMG! So many chinese words... Help me.. faint faint faint..