Tuesday, December 30, 2008


I want to be better.
I want to learn to forgive.
I want to meet the right people.
I want my world to have positive people.
I want to have my family and friends close to me.
I want to be closer to the Lord..

So whats your new year resolution?

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Nice people say nice things

You are truly blessed by the Lord - good looks, incredible talent, great ear for music, and a bright future ahead of you.

Serve Him well and use all these gifts and always give Him acknowledgement for every good thing done, for you could not have achieved what you have today without Him. :)

Take care bro!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas!!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008


Who will not know this is my sister.. u see this mad girl.. I see I laugh like mad.. u le?

Greetings from Taiwan

Its great having you as my friends.. Thank you for all the Christmas Cards.. And thank you for writing in CHINESE! I must improve.. I must i must i must i...........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday, December 20, 2008


There is one song which I really love alot. If. If ever I have the chance to sing it in chinese. I will be really really happy. The melody is so well written. The lyrics is brilliant.

If you had one wish, what would it be?

If I had one, I wanna see everyone happy. But it is never going to happen is it? We tend to think and do something we thought someone would be really happy about, but, in the end, our intentions might be overseen. Oh well, its ok, you know why? Because time will tell...

Life is a journey. We fall and we learn. We make mistakes, and we improve. Its not the end of the world tomorrow. YET! So, before He comes... do good.

I love u Lord

Friday, December 19, 2008

These Days

These days, how is everyone? As for me, I just feel like shouting.. feel like jumping here n there. Feel like being mad.. crazy. Feel like shaking all the hands of the people in the streets... feel like saying... God is Love.. Merry Christmas..

Even though many may not know what I am going through, dont know who I really m.. Its ok.. God knows. I want the world to know that we should love.. we should use our heart more. We should see with the eyes of God, and many things will be so clear.. I love you Jesus..

Ai fan fu fan fu.. Hur hur hur

Tuesday, December 16, 2008


I will be there,
For I am responsible.
I will excel,
Because I am being respected.
I will stay on,
For you I stand.
I will go on,
Because TRUST I in u.
I will hold your hand,
For I am grateful.
I will make you smile,
Because I am lost in you.
I will move on,
For hurts should be amend.
I will push hard,
Promises to be kept.
Who will be there?
Only the real one who cares.
Remember That.

Hi Guys

Hi Guys, hows everyone? Been awhile since I wrote anything. Finally, 4 beautiful songs out soon. I am glad everything is done. I gave my all, my best. Do support the soundtrack and the movie when its out! I am very sure you will like it.

Do you know that to be doing these 4 songs.... so much had to be done, thought, put into? The time, the feelings, the communications.. so much........

R u the type to do things as it comes, or you plan? The beauty of working in a group is, you grow together. You learn, you forgive and you move on. U strive for the best together. U feel like killing each other but when it is all done, you realise it is simply brilliant.

Things happen for reasons. I love you my Lord. I always will...
Lord, true strength comes from U. U made everything possible because U never fail to give. U never break ur promises. U r never late.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

I'm only Affected

When we first met, You said I was talented
You could be the one to help them understand
And here I am, alone in this desert, just fighting for my stand
I see the faith in you is so strong, the faith to go on
Though I was weak, I wanna be strong

I'm only affected cos you are the one
I'm only affected cos I wanna go on
When I was left alone I couldn't breathe
I couldn't see, What's going on

I'm only affected cos I am hurt
I'm only affected cos I am real
How else can I prove myself when this is all I've got

I see the faith in you is so strong, the faith to go on
Though I was weak, I wanna be strong

Im Only Affected - Hagen Tan

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Silence From You

If I could say it once again
It is gonna be the same cos I am still feeling for you
Somehow, I cannot find the way
You choose to run away but I will still be here for you

My, what have I done, Don't understand
It's me alone in this darkness

Cos it hurts when I see you gone
It hurts cos I gave my all
I'll never hide anything from you
Somehow I feel like just a fool

Cos it hurts when I was accused
It hurts all I see is you
Every time I tried but sorry its not
Silence from you

Take a look at me now
Look into my eyes
And you will find the answers that
I'll never wanna sing again


Silence From You - Hagen Tan

My support has always been you, my lord Jesus Christ
Your foot path is the foot path I'll walk
I will walk the road you pave for me
Although, I may not understand now

I will follow your path everyday
Every step every step, I have always believed you were there
No one can take over your love
I only want your love

Jesus, you are the real reason, real path
Jesus, You will help me open a path
Feelings of helplessness, like an unreachable shore
You are my strength

Jesus, you are the real reason, real path
Jesus, You will help me open a path
You are my strength
You will help me reach my shore

You are my strength
You will help me reach my shore

Ni Shi Zhen Li Dao Lu - Hagen Tan

1 Corinthians

4:3 I care very little if I am judged by you or by any human court; indeed I do not even judge myself. 4 My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me. 5 Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait till the Lord comes. He will bring light to what is hidden in the darkness and will expose the motives of men's hearts. At that time each will receive his praise from God.

Once in my lifetime, I felt really really foolish and unjust. I felt that I was being ill treated. I felt I was unworthy. I felt I was being made used. I was being accused of things I felt I was trying hard to understand but I couldn't. I worked so hard standing in others shoes and learn. Did I get any answers?

Then, these 3 verses came into my life. To remind me that I should not judge, not even myself. So what if I were being misunderstood. It is not okay, but it is where God will move. Cos it says, He will bring light to what is hidden in the darkness and will expose the motives of men's hearts. Lord my God, U know what I am going through. I am still grateful for the many thins that has happened.. Soften ours hearts that we may realise what is good for us.

2 days ago, my good friend said something to me about a lady artiste. and I felt so much for her. Someone who does not know how to talk but so much care. May that be my style but I want to learn to obey and love. That Lord, you show me who will appreciate me and who not. Because I am sure, communication and actions can show clearly. Nothing is beautiful if we don't think it is beautiful. Nothing is impossible with You. Lord, I trust You because Your word is true. You NEVER go back on Ur words. I want to learn to have a grateful heart. I want to learn and I am learning.

Wendesday Poem

Grant yourself a moment of peace
and you will understand how foolishly
you have scurried about.

Learn to be silent
and you will notice
that you have talked too much.

Be kind
and you will realize
your judgement of others was too severe.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Monday, December 1, 2008


New Life..... 新生命小組教會

Happy Family..

Yup yup!! Makan!!!! First time in Sister Charlotte's house... she cooked! with the great help of Carol.. It was the most wonderful makan time I ever had in Taiwan..

Meat Ball soup........ Vege.......... Prawns with Wasabie ........ Yum yum.. Fish, and egg.. and and and.......................... Hungry...... hur hur

Revival Church


Saturday, November 29, 2008

Looking Back!

I never knew there were these pics!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Yuan Dong Radio

Wednesday, November 26, 2008


其实, 人是很可爱的。。 我们有的时候,因为太在乎所以却让我们的感觉带着我们走。。

我很开心。 有你就好。。。。。 上帝啊。。。 请让我有力量。。 您的力量。。。 我要让大家知道你的好。。 我要做一个有你的爱在里面的人。。。 我爱你。。。


What have we done for Him

Working with the children of God, so thoughtful, so pure in His eyes is one of the most wonderful things in life. This time, we had a great blessing to have a brother who plays the guitar so well. Apart from a few songs I've written before which I will be singing, I will also be singing an RnB version of 直到住耶稣再来时候。。。

Fear Not will be a live unplugged feeling. haha..

Sat... let many be blessed... Let You my Lord be the key to their hearts and many will be touched..
I love you Lord..

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Learn to give and take.

Indeed, we all are different. Our own perception is indeed one that is the closest to us. So when do we change and when do we compromise? When do we say no and when do we reflect. I personally think that it needs 2 hands to clap. Can we be better? How do we become better?

I think that it is only when we learn how to give, to feel for the other person, we will never ever know how the other party feels. Is there a formula for it? No, I don't think so. But I wish there is, then at least it would be easier..

Anyways, I am grateful I have u .. May the Lord guide us to a better life...

Thanks Giving.

It's Thanksgiving this Thursday... So interesting to be celebrating it in Taiwan.

Last Sunday, as we were in church, the senior pastor was out of town. His wife took over the mic. It was about giving thanks to the people around us. She then said, go to the people who you want to thank... I did. Then, I saw this lady, my friend's mother. She was really nice, going around the hall thanking the many people she wanted to thank. Then, in her eyes, I saw something. Something she crave for.. Then, the Lord prompted me to ask my friend(her son) to go over. It took him so long to do it. So, I went over to drag him over. As they hugged, the feeling watching a mother and son hugging was so intense. U are great, Jesus

Today was great. I went to Yuan Dong radio station. Supposingly, I was going to do 2 shows, in the end, it was 3. It was fun. The Deejays were nice.

I want to thank God for the many people who are helping me to shine for God. Sister Charlotte, Carol.... Eric.. and many more..

Thank you guys for reading my blog too.. everyday, if not, sometimes. May the Lord lead and guide us everyday... I love u guys..

Good TV (永遠都在~陳孟奇)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Is it True?

Is it true that we humans like to feel a sense of longing but enjoy the feeling of hoping? Why does it have to be this way? Why cant it go on? Why must I be the one? Why this why that... Are they familiar?

So they say, the more you cannot have something or someone, u crave and desire even more.. Just like the forbidden fruit?

I must say, after so many years of my life, it is indeed true in someways. But why? Why should happily ever afters only happen in fairy tales?

Oh well, I guess its only when u have and lost it, you will feel more, the pain, the grief? So when someone cares alot for u and one day disappear, will you ever miss it? Will you think it is just an experience?

Maybe I am getting older. What I seek is longing.. not prolonging.. Why try to hide when u can shine?

Anyways, it's a lesson I think everyone must learn. To learn to love and not just receive. To learn to touch, and not just to feel. Learn because life is simply a journey....

Monday, November 17, 2008

Mr Clorets

Judging people is like one of the toughest thing to do .. Anyways .. who would u pick, who would u have chosen... See if u r correct lol