Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

No one said it was easy..

Its not easy I know.. To be focusing on God and letting go. To be letting God do His part where you pray until something happens(PUSH) but have you realised, God has His own timing..

Someone once said this to me,
do u feel that people are constantly changing..
with the changes they had can really affect u..
i feel it's very scary when ppl change from gd to bad and treat u totally different in just a few weeks.....

How would u answer to this..

I am someone who takes almost everything seriously. Sometimes too serious that many things affects me so much more than others. So, is this a good thing or bad.

I had people hurting me and saying nasty things about me.. I had them playing tricks with me and treated me like a game, a piece of shit, even, a tool for them to earn their bucks.

When someone changes, what do u do..

Indeed, it is hard to forgive them, it is hard to stand in their shoes. But what difference do we have from them if we dont change ourselves. God is a good God. He will never forsake us nor leave us. This is not from me, but the bible. Which means, truth is larger than FACT. To learn that they will have to face God one day and we need to TRUST in Him TOTALLY.

People changes, no matter how much they denine.. Be it good or bad.. I pray that we will not change to the worse due to bad experiences. Learn from them and change.. To the better. To learn to focus on the right things and people.. Live is too short to prevent over nothing and get urself depressed.. Come on.. I m serious..

Treasure what you have and the blessing He has given you.. Learn to be contented and learn to give. Taking is only natural, but giving is utra-special....

Prevention is better than Cure

So its a world we are living now a Smart one. People are getting better n better at preventing things from happening. We start to look out for things that are new, people who r weird, the surroundings and all. But, is this good? Is it right?!

The sad thing is, not everyone knows when and how to be smart.. We try so hard and we act smart. Isn't it true? I have come across people who are really really scaptical about almost anything. They don't trust people, not even their own kind. I've met people who are totally ignorrent about stuff.. People whom they shouldn't believe they trust and otherwise..

So when should we and should not..

If you ask me, I believe in Time. Time can tell alot.. Many of times.. I have been hurt myself. People who said they promise things but never delivers.. And I mean NEVER. People who claims to stay but they go away..

So what do we do? Close our hearts? Prevention? Or what...

After some little experiences, I realised that people tnd to be impatient.. When we do not wait, we make mistakes. Some may say that when it is time, grab the chance.. But hey, it should not be everything. There is no such thing in this world as white and black. Life should be and is full of colors.. We should know and learn how to watch, and listen. To let go and forgive.

Being judgmental is one big lesson I have learnt and still learning to change.. To be able to guard ones feelings but still able to watch..

What have we learnt....

Monday, May 25, 2009

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Accepting and Changing..

I want to learn to change. I want to learn to not talk too much.

Sometimes, it is much easier to say than done..

We walk our lives in a way we choose to .. We say the things we feel its right to.. Even when it is wrong, we might still say..

Sometimes, things happen not because we want to, people seem like fools when they start letting emotions get to us..

So what kinda person r u ..

Today, it is a great day. At least to me. I am happy I realised something new.. I am happy I have beautiful people around me to help and protect.. I have made new friends. Great people of God.
So, one might say. what is great people.. To me, someone who is truely sincere and at least try his/her best to work things out..

Life is full of surprises.. I thank God I have You.. I love You Jesus

Friday, May 22, 2009

Live House

Thursday, May 21, 2009

I forgot to Charge my battery.. Iphone quality

Living by the word of God.

So I am back to Taiwan. 21st of May already. Indeed time flies... So what have we done.. for ourselves. for God. for others..

I could still remember the moaning Hagen on the first 2 days.. The heat in Taiwan is very much different from Singapore. Hot.. Sticky.. and very hard to breadth.. Anyways.. Thank God. Sister Charlotte was very kind to have my room fixed with the aircon..

Brother Jia Fu was so funny. One day.. he went to work. I came out of the house after. Never did I know that when I was sitting on the Train, he was just right opp me.. Giving me a big smile..
Then, one day, in the morning again, I woke up. and not knowing that anyone was home, I said to myself.. Hot! Taiwan's Summer does not suit me.. and then he appeared suddenly.. Moral of the story... 永远都在。。。

So Sunday morning, I went to New Life to share and sang 决定 and 世上只有妈妈好。。 I saw Pastor Jenny, Pastor Ku, Sister Kanni, Bro Matt and many more..

It felt like home.. a feeling that's like I have not seen them after so long.. Bro Matt felt different.. Like he has changed to become a better man.. Someone I could talk to .. Someone with a soft spirit..

People were helpful.. and I am gratful....

I went to many other churches too.. Thanks to Sister Ying Chun. brought us to her church to share to 200-300 of their youth.. I did something which was quite funny.. In the middle of the sharing, I got everyone to sing happy birthday to Sister Charlotte.. She had no choice but to stand up.. It was great to feel the feeling of many celebrating with u..

So, the FAITH album from New Life is out soon.. We were suppose to get everything done today. But due to a few changes, the recordings will be continued on sat.. It was a great opportunity, Matt did the arrangement, I wrote the Melody and a Sister(from Emag) before, edited the lyrics. So, we have many singers singing this song.. Above all, I met many great people of God.

U know, after so long of my life, I have realised something. Human are made so special.. We usually close our doors.. to many things not even ourselves know.. We do things with the firmilar spirit.. We walk in a certain way and act in a certain way. We tell ourselves to believe in a certain kind and focus on it..
God is good, He creates and changes. He open doors when you least expect.. So then, the bible says that we should not judge or we will be judged. Haven we learnt that already..

My friend once asked me, why must we have exams in school.. I guess the normal answer is, it gives us the kick to motivate us to remember and put to heart what we have learnt..?!

Ps Mike had 2 days of seminor for the few people.. he talked about sex before marriage.. He talked about how when 2 people are sexually bonded, they will share certain feelings and spirits..
The fact that it is a very different sin compared to any other. That anyone who has done it. these thoughts will ring in their minds. That if we were to let them in, we will start sinning against our other half..

What striked me was what he said after.. That we need to cut the thought completely even before we let it get to us..

I have had this realisation a few years back.. What ever it maybe doesnt even have to be just this sin.. Just any other.. Anything that is ungodly or rubbish.. do we swollow or we reject..........
Would you eat a fish including the teeth, bones and scales...

Living a Godly life sounds so poetic.. Is it easy? Let Him guide.. Jesus is love...

Monday, May 11, 2009

Thursday, May 7, 2009