Sunday, November 16, 2008

The Last Day


The Last Day of QYQL.A day I will never forget.. how could I have thanked people until just burst into tears.. It was so funny to come to think of it..

Anyways, truely, what was said I made clear. I am very blessed to be given a chance to DJ, for the fact my chinese or english is not good. Anyways .. let this be a great memory.. Thanks everyone.. Ah Ken.. you're the best..

Monday, November 10, 2008

Thanks Avril.







Today, Daz is going home with Avril. I really dont know how, but to send him there for awhile. I cannot work or sleep. I think I am more affected by him than he is to me.. Lord help me.. I sound so hopeless... zzzz

Daz...









9th Nov, a day I will never forget..




I bought a dog. Always wanted one. Well, finally I got one.. And then, I thought it was ok......... the whole night, he was crying. Shouting. Trying to get my attention. Then I had no choice but to take him out and sleep with me. Then, he slept. In the morning, just as I went to the toilet, he pee-ed in my bed.. Faint..

Then I put him into the cage again, he gua gua jiao again.........

Everytime he poops, there's blood. I had to go to the dentist. I called home, and Angeline said he was crying again.. So loud like he was in pain. Then, A opened my door to let him come out, he stopped! Obviously an attention seeker. We brought him to the Simei Vet. Doc Soh Li Ming. Looking at him having tears in his eyes makes me feel so sad. It was like, I couldnt help me. I remembered once, my friend was crying because of his dog. I was laughing and thinking it was so stupid. And now, I cannot comprehen why I am feeling this way but to see myself tear.

Anyways, the doc say he is over stressed due to the different enviroment. Oh well.... Jia yo... Lord............. help...

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

你是真理道路

我的帮助就是你我的主耶稣
你的脚步就是我要走的脚步
你为我铺的路我会走
虽然我现在还(都)不懂

每天的路我会一直跟你走
一步一步我都相信你在左右
你给的爱没人能取代
我只要你的爱

耶稣你是真理是道路
耶稣你会为我开路
感觉虽然渺茫好象靠不到岸
你就是我的力量

耶稣你是真理是道路
耶稣你会为我开路
你就是我的力量
你让我能够靠到岸

你就是我的力量
你让我能够靠到岸

Ni Shi Zhen Li Dao Lu - Hagen Tan

为了我

我的耶和华 一直在这照顾我
我的耶和华 一定不会抛弃我
我的耶和华 一定会永远陪伴你
祂是上帝 祂是耶稣 耶和华

我的耶和华 一直在这照顾我
我的耶和华 一定不会抛弃我
我的耶和华 一定会永远陪伴你
祂是上帝 祂是耶稣 耶和华

为什么 要怎么办 你为了我 一直被钉在那
我是一个有罪的人 你和我作伴
为什么你是一个没罪的人 还被人钉在那
我只想要和你一起走

Because of Me (为了我) - Hagen Tan (陈孟奇)

Things happen for a reason

So, now that things happen faster than we can cope, what we do ?
Someone I know once told me, that she doesn't have a lot of faith in her father. He used to hit her and much hurting words were putting her down. At work, it doesn't seem that bright either when piles and piles of paper work are to be finished.
Can we cope?

I have a friend, someone who has beautiful children. But where is her husband?

Someone had a crush on someone, and then, she was being rejected.

Someone was doing well in his career but when ever he goes home, he dreads talking to his wife.

Can we cope?

Everyone has their problems. We are not alone, Remember this.
True friendship is with God. I thank God that He has sent me great friends around me. To help me when I am lost, and me as their stepping stones and guide too.

This week, I have experienced a whole full of feelings I cannot comprehend. So how do I cope? I don't. I learn. I think of the happy things in life. I watch myself grow only when I know where the root cause is. I look into the sky and I see Jesus smiling at me. That in His words says, I will not forsake you nor leave you....

I am happy with what I have. I am happy to be contented. To learn to change. To be a new person. To not look at other's flaws but reflect on myself. Thank you for being by my side. Thank you for showing me so much.. Thank you .............

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Thank you Guys



Hey guys, I am back in Singapore.. It was really great having old and new friends. Great to see so many gifts. So nice of you.. I will keep them in my heart..
Thank you for coming to the airport...

Monday, November 3, 2008

Soothing




Sunday, November 2, 2008

The Last Day

Last day in Taiwan for now. What will we do? Well, Church was great.............. Once again, a great encounter with God. He himself never fails to love.. to touch, to heal.. I love you Lord.

Tomorrow will be the day I am back to home town again.......... Hope my luggage is not over heavy............ Books! Gifts! Presents..... Now I know why santa claus is so fat!

Afterall, I will be back.. I love You Jesus.. You bless the many who are related to me.. Bless them greatly even though they are really stressed with life and work.. Bless them and give them the way You have prepared for them. Show them Your way just like You've shown me. I love You, and You will always be my strength .............

Friday, October 31, 2008

Pretty@teacher.com

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for the many great experiences that you have given to brother hagen ovwer the past few weeks, just want to pray for him that u will continue to give him the strength the stamine to finish the things that he needs to do, pray also that he will have gd rest at nit.
Father, i do not know wat else to pray for brother hagen but Father i believe n know that u know his every needs so just 1 2 ask of u to minster to him through yr ways. Father i pray also for him that he will continue to spend time with u daily n grow deeper in u daliy.
Father i ask of u that u will help brother hagen to write lot of nice n touching songs to reach out to ppl ard the world. Father i pray that be it youth or adults or even ah gong ah ma when they hear his songs, they will able to feel yr love to them. that they will 1 2 find out more abt u n to accept u into their life.Father i commit all this n brother hagen on to your hand beliveing that u will do great n mighty work through n in himin Jesus name i pray
amem cast all your anxiety on God because he cares for you 1 peter 5:7