Interview on Upcoming Movie Soundtrack

I'm only Affected

When we first met, You said I was talented
You could be the one to help them understand
And here I am, alone in this desert, just fighting for my stand
I see the faith in you is so strong, the faith to go on
Though I was weak, I wanna be strong

I'm only affected cos you are the one
I'm only affected cos I wanna go on
When I was left alone I couldn't breathe
I couldn't see, What's going on

I'm only affected cos I am hurt
I'm only affected cos I am real
How else can I prove myself when this is all I've got

I see the faith in you is so strong, the faith to go on
Though I was weak, I wanna be strong

Im Only Affected - Hagen Tan

Silence From You

If I could say it once again
It is gonna be the same cos I am still feeling for you
Somehow, I cannot find the way
You choose to run away but I will still be here for you

My, what have I done, Don't understand
It's me alone in this darkness

Cos it hurts when I see you gone
It hurts cos I gave my all
I'll never hide anything from you
Somehow I feel like just a fool

Cos it hurts when I was accused
It hurts all I see is you
Every time I tried but sorry its not
Silence from you

Take a look at me now
Look into my eyes
And you will find the answers that
I'll never wanna sing again

Oh....Woo..



我的帮助就是你我的主耶稣
My support has always been you, my lord Jesus Christ
你的脚步就是我要走的脚步
Your foot path is the foot path I'll walk
你为我铺的路我会走
I will walk the road you pave for me
虽然我现在还(都)不懂
Although, I may not understand now


每天的路我会一直跟你走
I will follow your path everyday
一步一步我都相信你在左右
Every step every step, I have always believed you were there
你给的爱没人能取代
No one can take over your love
我只要你的爱
I only want your love


耶稣你是真理是道路
Jesus, you are the real reason, real path
耶稣你会为我开路
Jesus, You will help me open a path
感觉虽然渺茫好象靠不到岸
Feelings of helplessness, like an unreachable shore
你就是我的力量
You are my strength


耶稣你是真理是道路
Jesus, you are the real reason, real path
耶稣你会为我开路
Jesus, You will help me open a path
你就是我的力量
You are my strength
你让我能够靠到岸
You will help me reach my shore


你就是我的力量
You are my strength
你让我能够靠到岸
You will help me reach my shore

1 Corinthians

4:3 I care very little if I am judged by you or by any human court; indeed I do not even judge myself. 4 My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me. 5 Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait till the Lord comes. He will bring light to what is hidden in the darkness and will expose the motives of men's hearts. At that time each will receive his praise from God.


Once in my lifetime, I felt really really foolish and unjust. I felt that I was being ill treated. I felt I was unworthy. I felt I was being made used. I was being accused of things I felt I was trying hard to understand but I couldn't. I worked so hard standing in others shoes and learn. Did I get any answers?

Then, these 3 verses came into my life. To remind me that I should not judge, not even myself. So what if I were being misunderstood. It is not okay, but it is where God will move. Cos it says, He will bring light to what is hidden in the darkness and will expose the motives of men's hearts. Lord my God, U know what I am going through. I am still grateful for the many thins that has happened.. Soften ours hearts that we may realise what is good for us.

2 days ago, my good friend said something to me about a lady artiste. and I felt so much for her. Someone who does not know how to talk but so much care. May that be my style but I want to learn to obey and love. That Lord, you show me who will appreciate me and who not. Because I am sure, communication and actions can show clearly. Nothing is beautiful if we don't think it is beautiful. Nothing is impossible with You. Lord, I trust You because Your word is true. You NEVER go back on Ur words. I want to learn to have a grateful heart. I want to learn and I am learning.

Wendesday Poem

Grant yourself a moment of peace
and you will understand how foolishly
you have scurried about.

Learn to be silent
and you will notice
that you have talked too much.

Be kind
and you will realize
your judgement of others was too severe.

WIN樂團給孟奇的加油

Altogether

New Life..... 新生命小組教會

Happy Family..

Yup yup!! Makan!!!! First time in Sister Charlotte's house... she cooked! with the great help of Carol.. It was the most wonderful makan time I ever had in Taiwan..

Meat Ball soup........ Vege.......... Prawns with Wasabie ........ Yum yum.. Fish, and egg.. and and and.......................... Hungry...... hur hur

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